LIfe is Hard

I have 2 emails now. the_raven6966@yahoo.com and the_raven6966@hotmail.com
PLEASE, use the yahoo one since my other one is not cooperating with my computer. In other news, um, i know i haven't updated this blog like i should. But life right now is hard. My mom having MS and my sisters tryin there best to treat me like a person. And i am trying to get all my friend back that i hurt last year. And now i have one friend that is back. You know who you are. And, I did break up with John last week. I couldn't deal with it. Plus, i like john as a friend then a boyfriend right now. I feel he doesn't understand me well as he should. I don't know what else to say. TTYL.